Yep, I’m on a roll. I’ve had five golden days of feeling blessedly normal, and believe me, that’s a miracle considering how rough the past couple of months have been. Two weeks ago I was talking crazy about packing up Will and the pets and lighting out for parts unknown; today I was able to write a professional- grade report onContinue reading “Five Good Days”
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Green Lights and Blue Skies
You know it’s gonna be a good day when a doctor tells you that you don’t need his services. Today was the day Will and I have been dreading for weeks: the appointment with the radiation oncologist. We were afraid this meant that the cancer was spreading to his bones and that we would have to undertakeContinue reading “Green Lights and Blue Skies”
I Know This Sounds Weird, But…..
…..this is the most well-balanced I have ever been in my life. I’m not kidding. My moods are stable to the point that I don’t really have any. I have enough energy to do what I want, and I feel great, but there’s no fever in it like there is with hypo/mania; even when IContinue reading “I Know This Sounds Weird, But…..”
Is There a “There” There?
If there is, I think I’m there. Or at least, I’m getting there. I can’t remember a time in the past few years when I’ve felt so…..well, there. With the exception of those few days when I decided to play doctor and change up the dose of the glue that holds me together, I’ve beenContinue reading “Is There a “There” There?”
You know how sometimes you read or hear something that plants a little seed in your brain that comes back to you full grown after you’ve thought it over for a while? I read something interesting on another blog this morning about stability, which is of course the Holy Grail of a bipolar’s existence. It’sContinue reading “OK…..Now What?”