I Do Not Like Green Eggs and Ham

or feeling flattened, like I am. In the most literal sense, I’m doing a lot better since I started my new drug “cocktail”. I’m calm, cool, and collected, and I sleep like the dead. I drift through my days feeling neither elated nor depressed, and nothing really bothers me except my disappointment with my job.Continue reading “I Do Not Like Green Eggs and Ham”

Anatomy of a Relapse

I gave the pills to my husband last night. Now that I’ve had that maddening and yet oh-so-alluring taste of intoxication, I want more of it, even though the desire is totally irrational and there is nothing happening now that makes me want to be numb. Unfortunately, that is probably the most dangerous feeling onContinue reading “Anatomy of a Relapse”