memories – bpnurse

In Dreams

Sleep is getting wonky again. Maybe it’s the change of seasons (yay, we’re on Daylight Saving Time again!) or just because my brain likes to shit the bed every now and then. I get enough sleep overall, but I keep waking up several times a night and in between I have some of the strangestContinue reading “In Dreams”

It’s All On the Inside

I’m ramping up. Fortunately, the only person who can tell is me. I still sit at the computer throughout much of the day, I don’t talk any faster than usual, and I haven’t been spending large amounts of money (well, I’ve been spending a little too much, but it’s for fun things like items for the tripContinue reading “It’s All On the Inside”

All Over The Map

I’m a little scattered and screw-loosey again. Up and down, up and down, sometimes in the same day. It’s not as bad as it was a few weeks ago, and I’m able to hide it for the most part, but I’ve got to watch it lest it turn on me and become a full-blown mixedContinue reading “All Over The Map”

I’m Not That Woman Anymore

The other cool thing that happened Friday was stopping by my old workplace to surprise my 22-year-old son and say hello to my former co-workers (and maybe even a resident or two). Now, up until about three months ago, I got palpitations whenever I even thought about going there—hell, just taking the exit gave me the heebie-jeebies—butContinue reading “I’m Not That Woman Anymore”

Turn! Turn! Turn!

I don’t know about anyone else, but I’ve always associated certain songs with seasons of the year. I’m not just talking about Christmas or Easter music; I mean songs that call to mind a particular time in my life or a scene from the past….like The Byrds’ Turn! Turn! Turn!, which will always be reminiscentContinue reading “Turn! Turn! Turn!”

iTunes, The Devil, and Me

Have I ever mentioned that I am an iTunes addict? I don’t need to go to a mall to do my bipolar shopping. All I need is my computer and an evening when there’s nothing on TV, and I become totally immersed in buying music. I have long wanted to collect all of the songsContinue reading “iTunes, The Devil, and Me”